flowerpower94

Today was very quite pleasant. Though I was forced to go to church (UGH), I did end up seeing Hayley. We talked, and she said she's going through "Rachel-withdrawl." Ha, so I think we're hanging out next weekend or sometime. Then, my 13-year-old brother went on his first date (yeah, it made me feel lame, but I'm choosing to not think about that at the moment..). I was cracking up, cuz my mom thought he was gonna try to get in her pants or something. She was literally freaking out. So I told her that I doubt he would even know what the hell to do. LOL, it was funny. The majority of the day I spent outside doing stuff. I have a horrible case

So, life. Lets see... Nothing much really happening. Just trivial little things that I find quite interesting (OMG glazing my elephant!!). And touche (did I use that term correctly? Probably not), I just used trivial, a vocab word. mwahaha. I now owe my life to neutrogena skinID, the best skin thingy on the face of the planet. Gosh it works beautifully. Yay for confidence boosters!! That was really, incredibly random. Again, another trivial thing that I think is exciting. I've been drawing a lot lately, mostly just experimenting with marker and colored pencil. Regular pencil can get pretty boring, so I like using colors. Ooooh weekend st

"Oblivious" You don't even realize What you're putting me through The racing thoughts The sputtering heart The loss for words All for you. "Mixed Feelings" It's amazing how much time I spend thinking about you And yet so sad How could one be so devoted, And the other not even notice? I need to stop thinking I need to stop waiting I need to stop wishing, hoping... But I can't. You seem so Normal So why do you make me feel this way? Prisoner of my own mind And I like it ------------- I like these. I have this new-found interest in poetry for some reason. hm. As usual, I'm procrastinating on homework. Whatever, I'll do